What do I do?

I like this one, it's sunny.

Finally got the internet connection back I'm so happy, I've been lifeless for days.

Currently looking for a job, seriously looking.

I've only been back for like less than 3 weeks and I feel like I've been back a long, long, time.

I've got a taste of what it's like when the TV doesn't work and the internet doesn't either. I can't possibly do that for the next 3 months. It's cowardly, and it's running away, yes. But I can't stay here doing nothing useful and watch everything fall apart. I love being with my family, of course. It's just that everything else sucks.

In plain words, I'm unhappy here.

Update you guys again as to if and when I might be going back to KL sooner than expected.

xoxo.

Is it easier to not have feelings?

I think it is.

Feelings always make a lot of things a lot more complicated.

It's 4.40 am, talking about feelings will have to wait.

xoxo.

For my brother, my friend.

I wish I had more to say during our last few phone calls.

But that's how it has always been, you'd be the one doing the talking... telling me stories where I can just listen to you and laugh until my sides hurt.

It's funny how we never needed any time to get used to each other, it's like I've known you forever. Truly God places each person into your life for a purpose. Once you've seen life through another person's eyes, you'll never see life the same way again.

I couldn't tell you of how I liked to spend time with you but you recalled all those times spent just the three of us better than I would have. I guess this means you enjoyed my company as much as I do yours... xD

I'm rather bummed about not being able to be there for the farewell dinner, and not being able to send you off. I think I made more calls and sent more texts in the past few days than I did in the past year. And I wish I had answered all those calls that I missed, I'd make sure to do that in future... *shy*

Goodbyes are never easy, but there's comfort in knowing that this goodbye is only temporary.

Thank God for technology and airplanes.

I miss you already, my friend!

xoxo.

Can you love me ...

... if I were imperfect in more ways than one?

xoxo.

I need to start doing something with my life.

But what?

The usual greetings from home!

Well since some of you asked, let you all see a little...

It's not that I "seh tak" lor.... I asked for shoulder length and this is what happens. It's not that it's bad, I'm just not used to having no hair to flip.

But oh well, HAIR GROWS !

I look like a kid don't I? I'm supposed to wait for it to grow out a little then it'll be just right. In the meantime I'm gonna hide in a cave, and upload photos with my old hair lol.

Anyway, only day 2 of being at home and I'm already missing a lot of things and a lot of people and a lot of dogs, a lot. It just rains all day here and it makes everything so gloomy, and going in and out of the house is a hassle.

And I am still in the midst of unpacking my stuff! Just taking out my clothes takes forever -__-

I walk around, organize some of my stuff a little, take some stuff out of my luggage.... and then get distracted on the computer, watch some dramas, chat with some people. That's why it takes forever.

Okays talk to you guys soon!

xoxo.

Hi, meet Bob.

This is why they say "If it ain't broke, don't fix it".

This is gonna need some getting used to.

In the meantime I'm gonna crawl into a cave and not take any pictures.

And it's starting to be a problem when I change my hair faster than I blog.

I would already have changed my hair by the time I upload photos >.<

xoxo.

Peek-a-boo !

I can't see out of both eyes anymore!

Very undecided whether I should go for another haircut or let it grow, and whether to go to which extreme... blondie or back to black? I haven't had black hair in years so yes, it's a big step.

Omg hair dilemma woe is me.

I know, I should totally blog more often since I'm so very free but why am I not blogging about what I've been up to? But I am doing it more often am I not!

Er... so Emerge will be in the next few days, so while I'm busy, there's a lot of me to look at..

xoxo.

Lazy-ing!

Will update about our Ipoh trip er... soon!

Regarding this photo, I was trying to outdo my sister's cheesy grin. Just that it turned out to look like I was going to eat someone.

P/S - Omg can't believe I showed you guys this pic! Rare artefact #1.

xoxo.

This Weekend..

You don't wanna miss it.

No, seriously.

xoxo.